I have the WORST luck sometimes. First, I go and call my neurologist, thinking I'd actually get through and make an appointment somewhere within the next month, but oh...was I wrong there. Anyways, I start talking to the receptionist, then I mention my doctor's name. She suddenly goes, "I'm sorry, your doctor has left the hospital and is now working somewhere else." Being half asleep, and not up to talking anymore, I hung up pretty quickly after finding this out.

O_o; Doctors and I do not get along. Now, I have to go and find ANOTHER neurologist, get in there before school starts, and get on a different pain regiment. *headdesk* Why in the hell can't this be easy?

Meh. I'm self medicating as much as I can with the meds I have at home, but its not working very well. Asprin doesn't work for me at all, and I'm stuck with half assed meds that don't work either. Oh boy, I'm going to end up at the hospital by saturday with the way things are going...I can barely stand to look at the computer screen as it is. ^^;

I need to find a doctor that will actually perform tests on me to see exactly WHY I'm like this. It doesn't help me any that I passed out yesterday because I was so lightheaded and dizzy...It was probably a combination of my anemia and my migraine. So now, I'm just barely getting things that I want to get done completed, and I'm huddled up in my dark room longer than I should be.
Joy...><;

Haha don't get me started on my depression, or wanting to stay away from crazy doctors like a few of my last ones were. One of my old doctors STILL wants me to go to a pain psychologist, and I'm still basically telling him flat out, "No way in hell would I ever end up there." Its a wonder that I still maintain my anger over all of this...>>; I really don't know what to do now other than suck it up, and look for someone else that could help me. Its not going to do me any good to get all worked up over something that could eventually come back and bite me in the ass later.

Lots to do, very little patience and time. Its just like normal for me! :D

*headdesk* I have too much going on than there should be.

~Katsuki

*rolls eyes* god, I really hate insomnia sometimes...I stayed up all night, and I didn't go to sleep until after I went to the doctors, got blood drawn, and got my shots, then went to the store to get ice cream, then ate lunch...I ended up taking benadryl to help me sleep, and it helped <3

I really don't feel too good right now, and I may be getting sick, who knows...I guess I'll find out in a few days...

I have to wake up early tomorrow to go out to eastern to check out a dorm room for sizes of the space...*sigh* this is going to wear on my nerves.....

I'm still working on the new chapter for Kagome's Savior...it's been a bit slow, but it's getting there...><

*sigh* well, there's about two weeks until i'm off to college...I'm excited, and at the same time I'm not...such a weird person I am XD

well, I'm still pissed at my old computer because I tried saving my files (all of my picutes, wips and fanfics) were on about six disks, and when i tried to put them on our new desktop, I lost EVERYTHING!!! I guess there was a virus on my old computer, and it hid in some of the fanfic files I had, and I couldn't even open a thing!! it pissed me off so bad...now I have to work from scratch again, and that annoys me...

on the other hand, I got myself a laptop <3 *dances* its pretty cool...I'm just glad I get to have paintshop on it XD

hmm...I'm quite glad i have my health going in the right direction....The last thing that needs to happen to me is to be like I was a few months back...*sigh* I was always in bed racked with a horrible migraine...if it wasn't that, Ihad one cold after another...It was so annoying... ><

anyways, for anyone that actually reads this, I'm currently working on Kagome's Savior, and hopefully I'll have a chapter up soon...It'll be a while since I'm shopping, then packing everything to move into my dorm....Hurray for nursing!! XD